listening to smashing pumpkins ~ total flashbacks…

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dude, i remember the day that “mellon collie and the infinite sadness” was released in stores october 1995, i went to the wherehouse that used to be at the corner of sutter and kearney streets in san francisco and bought the album after school. can’t fucking believe that was 15 fucking years ago!!! and dude, if i find my copy of “siamese dream”, i might cry cheesy nostalgic tears…

zero – by the smashing pumpkins

my reflection, dirty mirror
there’s no connection to myself
i’m your lover, i’m your zero
i’m the face in your dreams of glass
so save your prayers
for when you’re really gonna need ’em
throw out your cares and fly
wanna go for a ride?

she’s the one for me
she’s all i really need
oh yes she’s the one for me
emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me
intoxicated with the madness, i’m in love with my sadness
bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
the fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth
i never let on, that i was on a sinking ship
i never let on that i was down
you blame yourself, for what you can’t ignore
you blame yourself for wanting more
she’s the one for me
she’s all i really need
oh yes she’s the one for me
she’s my one and only
don’t leave

ps. i’m desperately, seriously, undeniably in love. 15 days ’til ineffable bliss is ours, liebchen.

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