guilt tinged happiness

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i love sharing an apartment with chris…i’m in love for the first time in my life. but i miss my babybot and can’t help but feel guilty about experiencing any kind of happiness without my son…especially because today is babybot’s 2nd birthday and i’m all the way on the opposite side of the country…much too far away to hug, cuddle & kiss babybot…

but on the upside, every time i wake up next to chris, i feel ridiculously lucky…he makes me feel like a better person…words seem inadequate to describe the love and happiness he brings…

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